really not myself anymore

Sorry I haven't been writing lately but that's because I have not been myself in awhile and really don't know when I am going to be my old self I have been through so much lately with very little support from family and friends so I am really trying to make it by myself (thru these trying times in my life) and I know I am going to make it cause I have God on my side so forget the rest. I just want to live to see another day cause I almost didn't make it but now I am looking at.life in a different way do I have to live to tell the story of my life until next time deuces and remember God loves us all no matter what!!!